I cry days and nights
Bound in chains of miseries
I neglect the affection I receive
Running after what is not mine
I look and look around,
Look for the love I never had.
Live for the love that was never mine
In the quest of conquering what is not destined for me
I kill all that is only mine
I run after those who were never mine.
Never looking at all that I had
I overlook beauties right in front of my eyes
Searching for those far beyond the horizon
I am tangled in my own thoughts
I am everything yet nothing.
I do not see nor try to look at both sides of life
I live in my own fantasies.
I sometimes loose hopes then see the world around
I do not understand just not myself
It is me who is living in me.
It is none other than me who is still lost in the spirals of sadness
It is me who is in search of me
I am a human being